Poem: Irikah Aku? *in English: Am I Jealous?*

Rasa apa ini?

Aku telah berdua

Namun cinta itu tak kunjung dirasa

Hatiku hambar, sehambar cintamu

Terlalu hinakah aku?

Sampai aku harus mengemis cinta

Menggali hati demi hati

Yang tiada satupun menerimaku

Pantaskah diriku iri?

Kepada sesosok dia

Yang dicintai, diinginkan

Dengan hatinya yang selalu bersinar,

Cerah, berwarna

Yang selalu mendapat segenggam kata hangat, dan sebongkah cinta murni

Aku tidak pantas iri

Hatiku tidak bersinar

Namun ada satu hati yang selalu menerimaku

Meskipun hanya sekuntum cinta yang hambar

Yang selalu aku harapkan untuk menjadi sebuket cinta hangat

(c)cindyyo

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Nowadays I feel sad :(
I can't express them well, so I try to turn it to a poem.
Yeah its my lil habit, and they're so simple.
sorry if you dont understand my poem bcs of the language >< I don't ever translate it before XD

I can't choose a good allusion words, but I feel so 'safe and relieved' after I pour the feelings into a poem.
Its similar to 'satire' but they're different. This is more and more soft.
And it use for make us relieved with write down our feeling using the allusion words :p
They're not very good, but after that I feel better :')
The real person maybe not know what's the mean of my poem, and I feel relieved bcs he/she doesn't know that maybe its for him/her :p
Like a secret, but its open for public *somethin like that*

If you're willing, maybe you'll a lil bit understand using the translate of this blog?
Lol kidding >< the translate may be disorder :p

Thanks for reading and visiting if you're doing that now! XD

xoxo,
cindyyo