Poem: I Used to

You were ever mine.
There was a crumbling yet fascinating feeling at the same time,
when my heart recognize it:
A feeling to love you,
-- and a few of willing to be loved by you.

Your smell, your heartbeat,
make me know that I miss the time.
The moments that I am craved for,
-- and I lost in it.
When our eyes still know how is love like.
When our skin does not know the distance between us now.

We have to obey the command that aparts us, to walk away from each other.
Abandoned each other.

I am trying to force myself not to care about you anymore,
Yet, I found I am still care.

Every single day told me,
about a truth I should face:
I used to know you
-- so well.